Monday, September 14, 2026

Martha Bannings Funeral

Julie and I went to Martha Banning’s funeral In Houston yesterday. Robert and Martha were some of the best friends of my parents. They had four kids that we grew up with… Angie, Kathleen, Dorothy and David. Of course David was just a pup but those three sisters… oh my!
We all attended Spring Branch Church of Christ which is no more. The Elders moved the congregation to Frey Road. The Banning’s with others from Spring Branch started the Klein Road Church of Christ where Robert became an Elder.
Turns out David Banning is one of the preachers at Kleinwood and he officiated the ceremony for his mother. He was amazing. Among the Elders were two kids that I grew up with… John Cogdil and Mark Richardson. Don Cantrel another one of the Elders is a guy that was friends with my mother. Small world.
When we went in the first familiar face was Beverly Cogill. Her dad was Vernon Goss. I remember when we first moved to Houston the men would go outside and smoke cigarettes between services. Vernon was an Elder at Spring Branch and was at D-Day in World War II. I guess he can smoke a cigarette.
Julie and I were sitting on a pew and a woman came up to me and said are you Scott Perkins (my deceased brother). We look alike.
I ran across Richard Besselman who drove down from the Fort Worth area. He looked at me and said… I figured you would be here. Richard’s family was at Spring Branch but I didn’t really know him because he was younger. What I did remember was a lot of talk about Patsy Besselman his mother because she passed away when he was young.
I caught up with Richard a few years ago ay a New Mexico Elk hunting trip that Ray Torno organizes every year. Richard and Tim Torno came. We had the best time visiting and playing “42” and Richard and I have kept up with each other. We get along like Peas and carrots.
He had reminded me that he was at a young peoples gathering at the Bannings and my brother Greg and cousin Mark were there and he took a bottle rocket in the eye and has no vision out of the eye. I introduced Richard to my brother Greg and blamed him for Richards eye. Richard dead panned… its okay I have another eye.
We saw former members Daniel and Julianne Baker and had a good visit with them.
We saw Richard and Joyce Bruce and her sister Nancy. Nancy recognized me immediately I have no idea how. They were great friends of my parents and are from Sinton, Texas just down the road.
My old friend Brent Clanton had a part in the service. I don’t know where he attends but I’ll bet he is an Elder.
I was hoping to see Paul Thornton and didn’t until after I had got to our car taken off my boots, jacket, etc. and my brother Greg texted me that Paul was looking for me. I had not seen Paul since about 1971. His dad preached for us at Spring Branch. Paul was very athletic and drove a VW Beetle. He was always gathering the young people together to go do things… basketball, bowling etc. In hind sight its good for young people to step up and take a leadership role. Fond memories.
Anyway I put my tennis shoes on and went back in and found him and had the best visit with him.
Whenever I would see some of my old friends I would say… looks like you have had a lot of birthdays or if I saw someone who looked familiar but I wasn’t really sure who they were I would go up to them, shake hands and say… you look like an older version of someone I used to know.
It was a big city funeral, a lot of coats and ties, etc. I did my best to represent South Texas casual. So did Richard Besselman.
Before the service Julie and I stood in the line to talk to Robert Banning and when we got to him he got a big grin on his face and mentioned a few stories like the time there was a big clap of thunder at out house and me and my brothers dropped down in the yard and pretended to be dead knowing mother would be worried and watching. Sure enough she ran out crying but when we popped up she started laughing. And they time Dad had drained the oil out of the truck and left it to do something else and mom ran out, jumped in and drove it to the grocery store. Robert remembered those things.
I wouldn’t have missed that funeral for anything for one thing because Angie said our mom was like a second mother to them and because they all came to my dad’s funeral and my brothers funeral.
One thing about Martha, she said don’t do anything to keep me alive longer because I’m ready to go.
This is pretty long and if you’re still reading I just have one more thing to say. I’m a better person for having attended that funeral.

Monday, September 7, 2026

The Cure for Spiritual Suffocation

We’ve been studying early Christian practices prior to and around the time of the Council of Nicaea in A.D. 325. One fascinating practice associated with baptism was insufflation—the act of breathing upon a baptismal candidate or upon the water he was about to be baptized in.
Why would Christians do such a thing?
In the New Testament, pneuma can mean breath, wind, spirit, or Spirit. So when the New Testament speaks of being “baptized in the Holy Pneuma,” there is imagery contained in the Greek that you may not see with our english word “spirit”
Think about it: baptizō means to immerse, and pneuma belongs to a family of words associated with breath and blowing.
They were baptized in the Holy Pneuma—immersed in the Divine Breath.
Look at Genesis 2:7…
“Then the Lord God formed a man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being”
And look at John 20:22…
“And with that he breathed on them and said, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit”
Perhaps those early Christians were simply mimicking what they saw God do in creation and Jesus do with His disciples—breathing upon new believers as a symbolic representation of God's life-giving Holy Pneuma.
Maybe those early Christians understood—or at least could hear—something that we easily lose in translation because we don’t have an equivalent English word that carries all of those different meanings.
We read “Holy Spirit"
They heard Pneuma—Spirit. Wind. Breath.
Without physical breath you can’t live
Without the Breath of God… you never really experience true life.
Take a deep breath and thank God for giving us both kinds.

Saturday, September 5, 2026

Living a Nightmare on the Harbor Bridge

I’ve started riding my bicycle up and down the new harbor bridge. This morning when I reached the top I noticed a truck and dump trailer pulled over with a flat tire… my worst nightmare that ranks right up there with being trapped in a crowded elevator on a cruise ship.
Anyway as I was headed down the bridge I noticed what I thought was a young woman lying down on the walkway. Of course going down hill you’re moving pretty fast and I didn’t stop figuring she was a drunk sleeping it off. But when I got to the bottom I worried that she might be injured or even dead so I called 911.
The operator got all my information and asked if this was about the truck/trailer stuck on top of the bridge. I said… no this is about a young woman who is either dead or asleep. There was a lot of foot traffic on the walkway but I guess no one had phoned her in.
As I was going back to the bridge I saw an emergency vehicle with lights on coming slowly down the bridge but I guess they didn’t see her and turned off their lights and moved on. I thought they might be coming back so I stopped my bicycle and could tell she was breathing.
Another passerby stopped and we were talking about the situation and the woman stirred and got up. I asked if she was okay and she didn’t answer she just stumbled off. Turned out she was not a young woman but a thin older woman.
Now I’m not one to judge but if I was my judgment would be that she was a drug addict of questionable moral character.
The 911 operator asked me when I called if I had stopped and I felt a little guilty but said… no. And I’m not sorry for that because you never know what you might get into in this kind of situation.
I’m sure if the Good Samaritan could have called Jerusalem 911 he would have.
The flat tire on top of a busy bridge would be one of my worst nightmares… but this woman laying on the bridge was living a nightmare. I hope she can find the strength and help to wake up

Monday, August 31, 2026

Ezekiel 37: Breath, Wind or Spirit?

Consider Ezekiel 37 and the translation of “Ruach”
Ezekiel 37:5–6
 Thus saith the Lord Jehovah unto these bones: Behold, I will cause RUACH (breath) to enter into you, and ye shall live.
And I will lay sinews upon you, and will bring up flesh upon you, and cover you with skin, and put RUACH (breath) in you, and ye shall live; and ye shall know that I am Jehovah.
Ezekiel 37:8
 And I beheld, and, lo, there were sinews upon them, and flesh came up, and skin covered them above; but there was no RUACH (breath) in them.
Ezekiel 37:9
 Then said he unto me, Prophesy unto the RUACH (breath), prophesy, son of man, and say to the RUACH (breath), Thus saith the Lord Jehovah: Come from the four RUACHOT (winds), O RUACH (breath), and breathe upon these slain, that they may live.
Ezekiel 37:10
 So I prophesied as he commanded me, and the RUACH (breath) came into them, and they lived, and stood up upon their feet, an exceeding great army.
Ezekiel 37:14
 And I will put my RUACH (Spirit) within you, and ye shall live, and I will place you in your own land: and ye shall know that I, Jehovah, have spoken it and performed it, saith Jehovah.
Notice with me that in the original Hebrew text the reader would consistently read one word “Ruach” while in our English translations we would read in the text “breath”, “winds”, “spirit” and “Spirit”
The Hebrew language had other words for “breath” and “wind”
“Neshamah” is a Hebrew word for “breath” and in fact is used in Genesis 2:7
“Neshev” is a Hebrew word meaning “wind” and in fact is used in Psalms 147:18
Both those words could have been substituted for “ruach” to provide clarity in the text… but weren’t. Unfortunately in the English language there is not one word that could have the meaning of “breath”, Wind”, and "Spirit". If there was we would have read the text like God’s people of old did and perhaps been better off for it.
God chose to express himself in a language in which “Ruach” could mean multiple things. Perhaps to use the relationship between those things to stimulate our thinking and better explain the nature of the Holy Spirit.
Wind is invisible, but we can see what it does.
Breath is invisible, but it is evidence of life.
The Spirit is invisible, but we can see what He does.
Maybe Ezekiel wasn't merely telling us that the Spirit gives life.
Maybe the very word RUACH was helping him show us.

Sunday, August 23, 2026

Hugs and Tears: When You Don't Know What to Say

Howdy! We got one of those kinds of messages you never want to get on Thursday. One of our members, Savannah White, had taken her life. Of course her mom and dad, sister and grandmother attend with us. Just horrific and there aren’t adequate words to describe what her family is going through right now. Of course on our private Facebook page people express comforting words, as they should, but still it just doesn’t seem like it’s enough (to me). I remember when I found out my dad only had 12 months to live (lung cancer) and I had it announced at services that I was barely holding it together. Many people said kind words to me but then Emilio Sanchez came up to me and hugged me and started crying and we both cried… I’ll never forget that.
After my dad died mom let me read the letters people had sent when Dad was alive things like what mom and dad had meant to them. I still have those letters and I cherish them. There is a pain that never goes away. It might become muted and under control for the most part but it never goes away. Sometimes I’m driving in my truck by myself and I start thinking about my family and I just break down and cry.
But I’m proud of my Parkway family because they are doing what they can do. There will be words spoken, food shared, hugs and tears because it could happen to any family. It will bring us closer together as a family.
This morning I prayed to God that if he had anything against Savannah that he would forgive it and let her spend eternity in Heaven. Knowing God… I expect to see her… especially if we all say the same prayer.

Thursday, August 13, 2026

Pneuma, Ruach and The Gender of The Holy Spirit

Of course the “Godhead”, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit have existed through out the Old Testament and the New Testament and through out all eternity.
The Father and The Son are identified as being a masculine gender. What gender the Holy Spirit is more challenging.
The greek word “Pneuma” is translated as Spirit”, “wind” and “breath” and has grammatical gender. It is “neuter”. Except for in John 14 where the Holy Spirit is referred to in the masculine form as "The Comforter” and because of that defenders of the Godhead concept refer to the Holy Spirit as being of the masculine gender. But everywhere else in the New Testament its (he’s) “neuter”
Jesus consistently speaks of the Spirit as a personal agent—the Spirit teaches, reminds, testifies, guides, hears, speaks, and glorifies Christ (John 14:26; 15:26; 16:13–14)
Let’s look at the Old Testament. The Hebrew word translated “Spirit”, “wind” and “breath” is usually grammatically feminine. Hmmm.
Does the Bible identify the Holy Spirit as male or female?
Well the Holy scriptures do not explicitly tell us. What it does tell us is that the Holy Spirit is represented three ways grammatically: Feminine, Neuter and Masculine.
I don’t really have an answer or explanation for all this. But as good Bible students we need to know things. Sometimes when we’ve had time to think we’ll find an answer. Although I suspect in Heaven there will not be any genders, but that’s just a guess.

Monday, August 10, 2026

The Spirit and The Fire: Joel, John and Pentecost

There are two primary prophets who foresaw the events that would take place on Pentecost… Joel and John (the Baptist). And as expected they have remarkable parallels with each other. Let’s take a look.
1. The Spirit. Joel says the Spirit would be poured out while John states that Jesus would baptize with the Holy Spirit.
2. Fire. Joel says fire (and other wonders would occur). John states that Jesus would baptize with fire.
3. Judgement Day. Joel predicts a “great and terrible Day of the Lord” John predicts a “winnowing” judgement.
4. Salvation. Joel says that all who call on the name of the Lord will be saved. John states that the wheat will be gathered into the barn.
5. Fate of the wicked. Joel’s Day of the Lord includes God’s judgement on his enemies. John states that the “chaff” will be burned.
Remarkably parallel and a consistent message prophetically from the Old Testament to the New with a clear message… when the Messiah comes he will bring both Salvation and Judgement.
These prophecies explain each other and their fulfillment in Acts 2 gives absolute clarity to their meaning
What is also clear in these two prophecies and their fulfillment is that the prophecy was not complete on the Day of Pentecost but is progressive until the final Day of the Lord.